Amongst all this craziness that is thy life now, I feel someone needs me more. 

More than what I believe I need of myself, certainly more than the credit I give myself. 

He needs me to just BE. 

Be here with him and to LOVE, play and feed him. To show him this kindness in his life. 

His life hasn't been rough by any means but YOU chose him, chose him to be your companion.

Sure you haven't been able to do the things with him you truly wanted or dreamt but he has been here all along regardless.  

10 years he has been by your side, you owe it to him to make his life the best you can for him.